Love

What is ur feeling if ur crush told u he has a crush and even he told u his feeling about that gal? But he never know that u love him...Is it fair for both of us?? Will u tell him ur feeling bout him?? Will u still loving him or u will give up?? I'm too naive,perhaps, i just wanna it be simple that i love him and he love me...why it couldn't be??

I'm not tough enough to handle such problem,my tear falling down like cars and dogs...My friend keep telling tat i should tell him tat i love him..should i? you couldn't change anything if u told him isn't?? why don't i keep silent and avoid to letting it out...i would rather hurt myself more than hurt other people..

Tarot reader told me before me that i should trust him,think positive,and etc... but why ended up with such condition? It might not the end... But i have totally lost my mind...How wish that i could shift to other country to have a peaceful life over there without any love,living in a rural area and end up my life over there..

I know that i should concentrate in my studies more than those nonsense but my mind can't stop thinking those stupid stuff...Maybe today onwards I'll have lesser smile on my face...Maybe today onwards i won't trust any loving stuff...Maybe today onwards i not dare to get closer with guys...Maybe today onwards I'll become more realistic...Maybe today onwards a lot will change in my life...